tag:10lampsoffire.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/This is just a place to spill my guts and thoughts to whoever may be interested. It may end up being that this blog is more for me than anyone else - a bit therapeutic - but hey, why not? For those of you who don't know about me... I'm a missionary in England. God continually trips me out. And I am constantly amazed at the fact that Jesus is real and at his patience, depth of love for me, and the fact that he is intimately interested and involved in every part of my being and life.MokoFeed2009-11-09T08:07:21+01:00tag:10lampsoffire.blog.co.uk,2005-07-18:/2005/07/18/need_1/shannonbyous2005-07-18T17:53:25+02:002005-07-18T17:53:25+02:00 <p>I've just recently had a conversation with a friend about need... our needing other people or lack of needing others, other people needing me/him/etc. </p> <p>I find it difficult to express my needs sometimes... I feel embarrassed about it and quite often ashamed of being lonely - especially around people who seem stronger than me in that regard. </p> <p>As I was trying to pray last night, I absolutely broke as I sat there with Jesus and had the realization that I am hurting so badly because I need to be needed... contrary to what I'd told my friend during our chat.<em></em> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://10lampsoffire.blog.co.uk/2005/07/18/need_1/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:10lampsoffire.blog.co.uk,2005-07-18:/2005/07/18/need/shannonbyous2005-07-18T17:53:02+02:002005-07-18T17:53:02+02:00 <p>I've just recently had a conversation with a friend about need... our needing other people or lack of needing others, other people needing me/him/etc. </p> <p>I find it difficult to express my needs sometimes... I feel embarrassed about it and quite often ashamed of being lonely - especially around people who seem stronger than me in that regard. </p> <p>As I was trying to pray last night, I absolutely broke as I sat there with Jesus and had the realization that I am hurting so badly because I need to be needed... contrary to what I'd told my friend during our chat.<em></em> </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://10lampsoffire.blog.co.uk/2005/07/18/need/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>